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phewwittt...its been a long long time since i write eh i type ok fine updating this blog.as busy as much as lazy and as well as tiring life that i living in now distract my intention to put some story for exactly my own reading and reference in future.hahaha i laugh out loud alone in my room for no reason.

im not in a good mood this nite.i dunno why.i want to blame the PMS because usually i dont even care if my bf didnt msg me early in the morning.unfortunately i do feel like that starting yesterday and it really affect me the whole day until la today.i need the attention more especially for the first three days.if only ever happen u read my blog please do take note.!!!!

arrghhhhhhhhhhhhhh..i scream inside my heart.

oh by the way im currently working with astro..hehe..as my previous entry i didnt get the opportunity at the 1st place..but God knows well.if it really meant to be. nothing could ever stop it,,it just a matter of time...

i enjoy the training so much and i hope so does the real job..another two weeks to go. and as i feel stress now i should review my stress management video. i put so much effort on it and tadaaaa i did it!!!! its for my training purpose but i'll keep it as a memorable things and future reference. it touch me personally..hehe teamwork had led to the success of this video making..enjoyy!!!

tabahlah hati..

Once in a house on a hill
A boy got angry
He broke into my heart

For a day and a night
I stayed beside him
Until I had no hope

So I came down the hill
Of course I was hurt
But then I started to think

It shouldn't hurt me to be free
It's what I really need
To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself

There's a bar by the dock
Where I found myself
Drinking with this man
He offered me a cigarette
And I accepted
'Cause it's been a very long time
As it burned 'till the end
I thought of the boy
No one could ever forget

It shouldn't hurt me to be free
It's what I really need
To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself

To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself

To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself ( Emilianna Torini -To Be Free)

-i thank myself for being strong although half of my heart has been paralysed. Luckily i still have my other half part of my heart which i kept for myself.